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3 April 2013 pukul 20.41

Suddenly get a message from my friend, that one of my friend’s dad had passed away. What do you think in that condition? What would you say? Trying to utter deep condolences, Yapp thats right. Iam ever done that phase in one of my life scene. That day, I cried a lot, my heart felt torn apart. Tetapi satu perasaan yang mungkin tidak bisa saya mengerti juga kala itu, saya dengan tulus ikhlas atas kepergiannya. Thats from me, sincere Dad. Saya yang waktu itu belum genap 17 tahun bisa berpikiran seluwes itu, saya bangga dengan ketabahan saya kala itu. In my mind àBeliau, ayah saya, sudah melewati banyak scene luar biasa dalam hidupnya. Which is happiness, thoughtful, hard, ruteless, and so on. Being in so much pain, couldn’t afford anything, lose ability and agility, He must be shocked severely. I know it Dad, I know you are in such lousy condition. Thats why Allah take you back, placed you in a more beautiful place than my place right now. Start from that day, start from my sincerity of your d-day, I promise that My self will be stronger than whoever, will be thoughtful than anybody else, will take care of my self well. Will also protect and bring happiness and joyous for Mom. I’ll do that, I promise. So, be happy there Dad, be safe there. Amiin.

#For all of my friends in same state like me, be stronger than anybody ever, be thoughtful than anybody else, be mature and stay stand on yourself. Believe that you can fly.